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My heart is broken. My fears for my friend Darcy were true. She passed away Tuesday. It appears to have happened suddenly so there was no pain. I don't even know where to start.....she was my friend and confidant. I am in shock. I am sure this will be my last post ever. I am going to hold her memory dear and honor it by getting myself in shape. Our last conversation was about getting surgery together. I don't need surgery...I just need to keep my mouth closed and stop stuffing food inside of it evertime something doesn't go my way.

Today is my friends birthday and I cannot find her. I am really starting to get worried. It is not in her nature to not post on her live journal. I keep calling her cell and it goes straight to voicemail. Damn it Darc you better not be messin with me!

What do the Harry Potter adults think of you?
Result #2Albus Dumbledore is glad you are an Order member but thinks youre too anxious.Lord Voldemort sees you as a major threat and wants to have you killed as soon as possible.Minerva McGonagall thinks you misbehave way too much.Severus Snape hates you.Rubeus Hagrid thinks youre a good person.Horace Slughorn thinks you were a brilliant student with great potential.Sirius Black loves you with all his heart and would kill for you.Remus Lupin thinks youre a great friend.Bill Weasley is secretly madly in love with you.Lucius Malfoy acts like he hates you but actually has sick fantasies about you.Bellatrix Lestrange wants to personally torture and then kill you.Peter Pettigrew thinks youre scary.
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In less than 24 hours I will be on the road to VACATION. I am not even going to let the passing of one of my favorite Potter chracters dampen my spirits.

WWWWAAAAHHHHHOOOOOOOO It is almost vacation time.

six more days until vacation. tick tock tick tock tick tock..........

I am exhausted! I cannot wait to go on vacation. This time next week I will be on my way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Ever punch someone in the face?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you dream at night?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Have you ever wished someone dead?
8. Do You Like Bush, the president?

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9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know..
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you date me?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. What is your favorite thing about me?
21. Do you think I'm attractive?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

I have got to pull myself together. I feel like my life is about to spin out of control and i (being the bossy, control freak that I am) do not like it one bit. My darn head is in the clouds and I can't seem to focun on anything worth while.

Good grief I have just cried for an hour! I watched the memorial service for Steve Irwin. I just feel so sad for his children and his wife and family. David Wehnam read this poem called The Crocodile are Crying. That finished me off! Heck I am crying just trying to type this. What an amazing impact he had on this world. God Bless you Mate!

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1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?

I had the best day. We wen to the lake after church today. My friend laura and her husband invited us to her brotherinlaw's boat. Me, Bruce and Samuel joined Laura, Shannon, their daughter Kaleigh, our choir director,Adam, his wife Ellen and their children Jaqi and Elliot. We had a houseboat full. We ate lunch then I got on a jet ski for the first time ever. IT WAS A BLAST! Samuel had a ball. He got to ride the jet skis and go tubbing. We are exhausted but it was a wonderful day.

Oh what a fun day! I found out that my crush Ed had one on me too. I have walked around grinning like a fool all day. I have been feeling really fat and gross lately and that just made me feel all better. The the day ends and I have to come home to my husband.

I did fianlly give in and have sex with my hubby but he is still in the dog house. I just really wanted it so I had to sacrafice being mad at him. I have to work all day and then tomorrow I am going to Louisville. Some of our church choir are going to the Quartet Convention to hear the Brooklyn Tabernacle Singers. I am so excited. HAAHAA I just reread my journal and found it to be very funny. I am mentionign church and my sex life in the same post. I think that is a hoot. God Bless America.

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Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

That's it! I am completely disgusted. I am so damn sick of hearing my husband tell me "My stomach hurts." " I am tired, I am gonna go to bed." I have heard the same excuses for 9 years and I am not going to listen to them anymore. If he doesn't want to be with me then give me a divorce so I can find someone who does. I knew we had been getting along too good lately. This thing at work has gotten out of hand. It doesn't seem to be getting any better and to top it off he hit some with his truck today and broke their mirror......so hell, here we go again. I love him, I really do, I am just tired of only getting sex when he feels like it. I think I am going to have to say something. I have never fussed about it but I think it is time. I get tired too and I have stomach aches too...but I still want to have sex.

Yesterday was a FANTASIC day. I got to see my litlle "crush" today. His name is Ed. He comes in and does all our electrical work. I have the biggest crush on him. I feel like a sixteen year old when he is a round. We always talk and cut up with each other. He is not handsome at all but to me there is just something so darn attractive about him. I am sure if I were single it would be different. NAHH! He is a doll and I love getting to see him. Now, back to reality. My husband has been accused of harrasing this guy at work. He says that he didn't do it and I believe him. He has gotten caught up in someone else's mess....so he says. He was told to sign this paper or risk the chance of getting fired. I have reviewed the document. It is a generic letter. It doesn't state that he has done anything wrong it just says if it should happen agian he could be fired. I told him to do what he thought was right. I would support any decision that he made. If he feels like he didn't do it then he shouldn't sign it. I hate where he works and I would like to see him get the heck out of there. He is so much better than that place. I would move for him if it meant he could find something to do that makes him happy. I know that I fuss and moan and complain but I do care about him and I want him to be happy too. Gotta run for now.....Shoutfest is today and I gotta get ready.

My friend Darc stopped by today and I am concerned. She was NOT her usual self. I hope she in not in another funk. I want my old Darcerella back!